The day we put you to rest i hardly shed a tear, i hear you saying britt i made u hard don't break on me. But my grief turn to anger rushing threw my veins . Heart turned black, blood running cold and, thoughts are placid . all i could do is smile and anyone who crossed me became an enemy at that very second. My words became brutal to family and friends console me now i thought what for, my piece of true gold is gone. I'm at war with pain sadness, and anger which will win as the days pass it's scary cause i don't know. These things run deeper than the stimulants in my brain. I cover these feelings cause no one else can understand u were my secret strength that i always had, my voice of reason and rescue. my blood will forever burn like a rushing fire, my eyes will cut just as anyone mentions your name as a fore warning to what they may say, my mouth always ready to aim releasing words that pierce like an AK thru and thru to anyone who degrades your name. This is a dangerous love a sister carries for her brother.